LiFe JuSt DoEsN'T FeeL RiGhT W/O U bEsiDE Me, wHeN wiLL I sEE U aGaiN? A biG GiPPY GaThEriNG, CNY CeLeBrAtiOnS iN mY CoM aND mOrE sTuFF

This year would be another Vday without darling physically around. I tried using Fish Leong's song, "Happy Parting", a verse that sings, "Everyday's Valentines Day when you love the right person" to comfort myself but it didn't help much. Probably because it's hard whatever day it is as long as darling isn't around. We sort of gave each other a surprise on the Pre-Vday gifts before he went back Melbourne. The "You're Beautiful" CD was something he mentioned that he wanted and the Chain + Cross was something I wanted him to wear all the time. I got from him, the exact same Vday exclusive ring from perlini's; the one that I carelessly lost last year. He scouted from the different perlini shops to look for it and finally managed to find the last two in the Suntec branch. The bracelet was something I mentioned I wanted and he chose and bought the design himself. Material things might be of some comfort to remembering the person you love, but nothing beats having darling physically around. *Miss your cute chubby face and teddy bear hug so much* Caring friends have been telling me not to be so sad and that I will see him soon. Thank you dearies, you know who you are. **huggies**


We had a relatively HUGE Gippsland gathering a week+ ago at The Magic of Chongqing Hot Pot restaurant in Tangling Shopping centre. I would say the food and service are not too bad, but definitely try it out only if you are good at buffet tables and are willing to pay s$35 for a meal.

Chinese New Year came and went pretty quickly. If only the wait to return to Melbourne and see darling again could come as fast too. Anyway that's another story; My company is quite generous during festive seasons and we had dinner at Chinese Restaurants, "Open-WorkDay Ang Paos" and Lion dance in each depts. Then there's the In House Travel carnival coming soon and also the NATAS Travel fair in March. This time I introduced a Mini Carnival in the Travel fair for customers to win more free prizes when they book a tour. Hope the busy periods of the planning and "getting things ready for the events stuff" can keep my mind off darling. I am contemplating whether or not to put the tagboard back up because friends have been asking me on MSN where has it gone to? Much as I want to be able to communicate freely again with my friends, I really don't want to go through the stress of obnoxious people leaving comments I don't wanna see. I shall ponder on that first. I feel bad about something I unintentionally did last night-> I msged my best guy pal something about dinner and his GF saw the SMS and walked away. I really didn't mean for that to happened, but his GF has been jealous of me since poly days and I honestly don't know why. I mean, after so many years of being together with him, shouldn't she have more faith in him? Hope they patch up real soon for Vday. As for me, I shall go back JB on Vday and be Mummy and Daddy's girl.

So apart of dreaming everyday to see darling again, my mind has been rolling on what small business to do to survive when I am back in melbourne waiting for the PR processing, probably rely on my ebay again. And also just thinking what song to sing for the Culture Night Ball this sem and how I wanna dedicate this song to Len because she might not be back in time as my partner this time round. We have always perform together. :(

5 Things I wanna do before I return to Melbourne (NOT in order of importance):
1) Eat as much Bak Kua as I can ( Yah lah, very fattening I know)
2) Keep my parents company every weekend and most free times
3) Find the recording studio in SG where they do music recordings for normal individuals like us and record one song to keep (Pls tell me if anyone know, thanks!)
4) Meet up with my sec sch friends, tigger and kitty, my guy pal, my korean trip friends as much as I can before I go back
5) Go sing KTV, preferbly with my guy pal, cause only he can "tahan" me singin all the time. ;)